Associated Bible Students

New Haven, Connecticut

Walking in the footsteps of Jesus


Cleansing out the leaven
George Tabac 4-1-01
As part of the Passover Celebration we are told in:
Ex 13:7 Unleavened bread shall be eaten seven days; and there shall no leavened
bread be seen with thee, neither shall there be leaven seen with thee in all thy
As a result we are told that every Israelite scoured and searched with a candle into every
nook and cranny to remove even the tiniest crumb from their cupboards and house
Ex 12:15 adds a severe penalty for non-observance of this type. “Seven days shall ye
eat unleavened bread; even the first day ye shall put away leaven out of your houses: for
whosoever eateth leavened bread from the first day until the seventh day, that soul shall
be cut off from Israel.”
“Whosoever eateth leavened bread from the first day until the seventh day, that soul
shall be cut off from Israel.”
Why such a severe penalty just for having or eating a little crumb of leavened bread?
We believe our heavenly father instituted this ritual primarily as a lesson for each of us.
Leaven, which is yeast, consisted of a small piece of fermented dough kept over from a
former baking which was kneaded into a fresh batch of dough. Once inserted it quickly
spread until the entire loaf was soon leavened.
This fermentation process, implies a process of corruption which we realize is a symbol of
Even as Paul brings to our attention in:
1 Cor. 5:6-8 Your glorying is not good. Know ye not that a little leaven leaveneth the
whole lump? Purge out therefore the old leaven, that ye may be a new lump, as ye
are unleavened. For even Christ our Passover is sacrificed for us; Therefore let us
keep the feast, not with old leaven, neither with the leaven of malice and wickedness;
but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth.
The lesson of Paul is clear, if we permit even just a little sin in our lives without taking
proper cleansing steps, it can very easily grow until it permeates our entire being.
Thus he is reminding us that at the first sign of leaven or sin in our lives, we must strive
to purge it out quickly, lest it subtle influence overpowers our new creature.
Why did the Passover Feast of Unleavened bread last 7 days?
Seven we realize is a symbol of completeness. Thus we believe cleansing the house
and eating unleavened bread for seven days, is symbolizing that everyone who will ever
receive the ultimately blessing of the blood of the Passover lamb, must cleanse
themselves completely from sin in every form.
(This would be true of the Church now, and all who will ever receive life in the kingdom.)
All will have to cleanse themselves completely from sin in every form, before receiving
everlasting life.
Another lesson that was portrayed in the Passover picture is one that we believe was
intended to be followed through in the memorial season especially, but would aptly apply
to periodic times through out the year as well.
The Israelites being instructed to make a thorough searching of their homes to cleanse
them from even the smallest crumb of leaven, seems to be a type in itself.
The antitype being that we as God’s children are similarly to make a search, not of our
houses but of our hearts. To take a self examination as it were, looking for even the
tiniest sin or we might say the smallest infraction that keeps us from fulfilling our
consecration vows.
For that’s what sin is, anything that causes us to miss the mark of perfection, or of
fulfilling our consecration vows. It can be sins of commission or sins of omission.
The intent of the picture with its strong consequence for those who didn’t obey, was to
show us the extreme importance of this searching, or examining of ourselves. For
without it, we would not realize the things we need to rid ourselves of, or to do better in.
Thus as we celebrate the Memorial of the Passover Antitype, may it bring to our minds
not only the experiences of the death of our Master, but an inward look of our
consecrated walk.
To examine self as we reflect on what we covenanted to do. To follow him in sacrificial
service, to cleanse our selves of all impurities, and to develop the fruits of the spirit in our
Why is periodic self examination important?
In Jer. 17:9,10 (NLT) We read:
"The human heart is most deceitful and desperately wicked. Who really knows how bad
it is? But I know! I, the LORD, search all hearts and examine secret motives. I give
all people their due rewards, according to what their actions deserve."
Yes, our fallen natural mind is most deceitful. It doesn’t like a life of sacrificial service of
following in Jesus footsteps. Thus it continually tries to justify itself, it makes up excuses
for our shortcomings, it tries to mislead by convincing our new creature it’s doing great at
all times, that theirs no need to try any harder, or live a more circumspect life.
But Gal. 6:3,4 counters our fallen flesh,
If any one thinks he is something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself. But let each
one test his own work,
In Psa.139:24 King David realized it’s often difficult to examine ourselves realistically
and he prays for God to help him see himself as he really was.
“Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me and know my thoughts:
And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”
May we in a similar way pray for God to help us examine ourselves properly so that we
may see ourselves as he sees us, and be able to purge out that which is unbecoming or
needs improvement.
The Apostle Paul shows the importance of self examination in:
1 Cor. 11:28,31,32 NAS
But a man must examine himself,… if we judged ourselves rightly, we would not be
judged. But when we are judged, we are disciplined by the Lord so that we will not be
condemned along with the world.
Paul in essence is telling us the more we examine and judge ourselves correctly, and
then take steps to improve on our shortcomings, the less chastening we will receive
from our heavenly father.
In 2 Cor.13:5 (ISV) he continues:
Keep examining yourselves to see whether you are continuing in the faith. Test
The Greek word used here for Test or Prove yourself is stronger than used before for
examine, - examine yourselves. This word, for test or prove, refers to assaying or trying
metals by the powerful action of heat.
The thought being that we should make the most thorough, the most depthful, the most
accurate appraisal of our character possible to see whether it will stand the scrutiny of
God’s testing.
It would be well for this examination to thorough and specific. To include our words, our
thoughts, our feelings, our conduct, our motives, our prayer life. Are we gaining victory
over the sin that so easily besets us.
In short, it would be well to faithfully and honestly examine everything which goes to
make up or to mar our Christian character.
It’s just good to pause occasionally in life, and take an account of our standing in the
sight of God. For it would seem we would make the most progress, when we can see
ourselves realistically.
Knowing what we are deficient in, is the first step in removing those things that are
disliked by God, and engage in those things that are a blessing for him to see in our
Before getting into some of the specifics we would like to examine, I would like consider
two possible extremes we would caution against that could be possibilities.
The first could happen with someone who is truly living very close to the Lord but who
wants to do perfectly. Because of a very good sensitive conscience, they may become
overly discouraged with themselves because of their lack of perfection. As a result they
are continually berating themselves, which only leads to paralyses hindering proper
This would be the last thing the Lord would desire. None of us are perfect, we all at
times will slip, we’ll fall, we’ll fail, but we must pick ourselves up and keep trying to do
better until our last breath.
We must ever strive to do the very best we can, and then leave the final judgment to the
Prov. 24:16 tells us, “A just man falleth 7 times and riseth up again.”
The Lord knows we can’t be perfect in the flesh, but what he does expect is for each of
us to have perfect will and desire, and then strive to do the best we are capable of.
On the other hand we would want to caution against complacency. It’s possible for one
who may be making very little progress to allow the flesh’s rationalizations to fool one
into thinking their doing great and have no need to examine themselves.
May we avoid either of these extremes. We don’t want to become overly discouraged
because of lack of rapid growth.
Nor do we want to become complacent, by hiding our head in the sand ignoring our
weaknesses or excusing them away.
Perhaps each one of us here – whether in the Truth 50 days – or 50 years – have
something that needs greater determination and discipline on our part.
To realize it and admit it could be a stimulus for us to determine to do it!
Only each of us knows what they are. May we now go up alone into the mountains of
Spiritual Thought, as Christ went alone into the Garden to look deeply into our hearts,
trying to truly see them as God sees them.
Self Examination Outline:
With this point in mind, we have prepared an outline of various qualities of character,
activities and practices that we might like to examine in ourselves. I could assure you I
need it as much for myself as anyone. For we all have shortcomings of one kind or
We’ll pass it out later so brethren can further reflect on it in the privacy of our homes
during this Memorial Week.
The outline serves 3 purposes:
1. Helps us to consider specifically each aspect one at a time.
2. It can help us to in turn evaluate each quality in our selves.
3. Then periodically we can use the outline again as a continual reminder and to see the
progress we have made since our previous evaluation.
Self Control:
Developing a greater self-control in any area can be developed in the same way we
develop a weak muscle, by light exercises each day which you gradually increase in
Each day, practice some easy exercises of self discipline. Simple things of small self
denials, or doing something you don’t find particularly pleasant to do.
Bro. Russell did this. He loved peanuts, but to practice discipline for a time he decided
he would carry a handful in his pocket but would refuse to eat them to develop further
There are many similar small self denials you may want to try.
You may try Jumping out of bed the moment the alarm goes off.
If you really like coffee breaks, you may want to refuse to partake even today, just to
show yourself you can discipline yourself if you so choose.
May I suggest that we all this Memorial Week consider shutting the Television Set off
entirely. Pull the plug for yourself and your children’s benefit, even for the news. The self
discipline I’m sure will prove helpful in many ways.
You may want to try fasting a meal from time to time,
Or go without the night time snack you enjoy so much.
In other words, go out of your way to do anything that would not be your normal
Setting these short relatively easy goals as exercises of discipline, can have a great
effect on developing our ability, confidence, and determination to achieve the greater
more difficult goals of our character development.
In 2 Tim. 2:15 we’re told to “Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that
needeth not to be ashamed.” This includes not only studying God’s Word, but studying
We must recognize what our human weaknesses are and strive with every fiber of our
being to exercise more self control to overcome them.
May we each judge, how strong is my ability to control myself?
Expressing Appreciation:
Prov. 3:27
“Withhold not good from them to whom it is due when it is in the power of thine hand to
do it.”
In other words, when we see another either in the world or one of our brethren who truly
was a blessing to another in some way, may we tell them so, expressing our
appreciation for their thoughtfulness.
We all are blessed when we feel loved, and appreciated. Especially when we may be
going trough a difficult period feeling hardly anyone notices us or cares.
Let us bestow our bouquets of appreciation on others while they are still alive and can
appreciate it. A few words can lift the spirits so very much.
It’s something we need to do as parents and children with one another, --Husbands and
wives with one another, and brethren with brethren.
“Withhold not good from them to whom it is due when it is in the power of thine hand to
do it.”
How readily do we express appreciation to others when it would be appropriate?
In a similar vein we are admonished to express sympathy and compassion to others.
1 Pet.3:8 NIV Finally, all of you, live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love
as brothers, be compassionate and humble.
WE realize as we go through life’s trying experiences, it’s for the purpose that we may
become merciful and sympathetic high priests in the kingdom.
But as this scripture brings out, we can begin to fulfill this privilege of being sympathetic
high priest even now, to one another.
What a blessing it is to be the recipient of others love, sympathy as they desire to
encourage you by prayer, visits, cards, letters, phone calls when your going through
a trying experiences of illness, bereavement, loneliness, or what ever it might be.
I know It was for me recently, for which I want to express my deep appreciation. What a
wonderful family we have the privilege of being part of as we all sstrive to lift the
spirits of one another.
It helps so much to know someone has thought of you and is remembering you in
So may each of us as we examine self, reflect how well am I doing in demonstrating my
sympathy and concern for others.
One of the strong traits of fallen flesh is pride. Daily do we have to strive against the
tendency of the flesh to call attention to ourselves, or our accomplishments.
God helps us with many admonitions:
Mt 6:2 When thou doest thine alms, do not sound a trumpet before thee, that you may
have glory of men. But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy
right hand doeth:
1 Pet. 5:6 God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble.”
Luke 14:11 “For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth
himself shall be exalted.”
Prov. 27:2 “Let another man praise thee, and not thine own mouth; a stranger, and not
thine own lips.”
We have countless scriptures to show how God dislikes pride and desires no flesh to
ever glory in themselves.
Gal. 6:14 “God forbid that I should glory save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ.”
May we examine ourselves. How well am I doing in developing true humility?
Matt. 5:14-16 “Ye are the light of the world… Let your light so shine before men, that
they may see your good works and glorify your Father which is in heaven.”
We ask? How long Lord? God answers in the words of:
Isa. 6:11 Then said I, Lord, how long? And he answered, Until the cities be wasted
without inhabitant, and the houses without man, and the land be utterly desolate,
As feet members of the Church we have a great responsibility.
Reaping the last grains of wheat!
Feeding the Great Company!
Bringing a ray of hope to mankind overall!
God wants us to continue “Until the cities be wasted without inhabitant, and the houses
without man, and the land be utterly desolate,”
We may wonder WHY? There’s so few results? And we know God could raise up the
very stones to cry out if he chose to call out the last grains of wheat.
The most important reason he wants the Church to do it, is because what activity does
for us!
That’s may sound strange. What does witness activity do for us?
It gives us the opportunity to lay down our life in sacrifice. It provides a testing ground, to
show our willingness to spend and be spent.
But in all our activities may we ever strive to ever have the proper motive.
In the Reprints there’s a story of a minister that felt fairly good about his witnessing until
one night he had a dream where an angel came and weighed his Zeal in a balance
scale. Sure enough it was 100 percent. But then the angel analyzed the ingredients:
14 parts – to satisfy guilt feeling. 15 parts – prestige for the church. 22 parts – to be seen
of others. 23 parts – love of man. 26 parts love of God.
May it not be so with us,
But rather may our motives ever be pure, and as described in:
Vol. 1 – Page 347:
“If you give diligence to the word of God, and receive its truths into a good, honest,
consecrated heart, it will beget in you such a love for God and his plan, and such a
desire to tell the good tidings to preach the gospel, that it will become the all-absorbing
theme of life thereafter.”
Our longing to witness to God’s Plan should be am all absorbing theme of our life.
Our desire should become so strong that we will want to participate in every activity we
possibly can.
We will want to never ever leave our home without a tract or booklet on our person.
In our self examination may we ask ourselves:
Am I involved with witness activity as God would desire?
Do I always have a tract or booklet when I leave the house?
Rom. 12:13 NE “Contribute to the needs of God’s people, and practice hospitality.”
1 Pet. 4:8,9 NE “Above all, keep your love for one another at full strength,... Be
Hospitable to one another without complaining. Whatever gift each of you may have
received use it in service to one another, like good stewards dispensing the grace of
God in its varied forms.”
Sometimes we hesitate feeling we have to have an elaborate dinner before we have
some one over. But an elaborate dinner is not what’s important, it could be plain
sandwiches, hamburgers, Kentucky Fried Chicken, Pizza, what ever.
In fact, you don’t have to have a meal at all. It could be after supper and just have
It’s not the meal that’s important but the fellowship, the uplifting feeling you give to
someone, because you cared about them and wanted to share their fellowship.
We all need the warmth – the understanding – the appreciation and love of one another.
We ask ourselves, Should I be expressing my love by hospitality more fully?
2 Tim. 2:15 “Study to show thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to
be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.”
We all realize studying God’s Word is an absolute necessity for the New Creature.
It’s God’s instruction book to us, to know his will, his principals, his plan. We must
continually feed on it that we might grow into the character likeness of Christ.
Considering how to study would be a major treatise in itself.
But if I may I would like to make just a few suggestions.
When preparing for any study, don’t stop until you have learned something you
never knew before.
Find other tie in scriptures, or look up other translations, or Greek and Hebrew
definitions, or other Volume or Reprint comments, or history confirmations.
Write your findings in a notebook, which has one or more pages for each page in the
volume, and then share them with the brethren in the study.
Studying till you find something that’s new to you, that confirms and goes beyond what’s
in the paragraph or study outline, will continue to make study be alive and challenging.
May we each examine our study habits, and our attendance at meetings. Are we
studying enough?
Are my priorities right in view of the number of meetings I attend and amount of studying
I do?.
James 4:11 “Speak not evil one of another brethren.
Prov. 26:20-22 “Where no wood is, there the fire goeth out: so where there is no
talebearer, the strife ceaseth. As coals are to burning coals, and wood to fire, so is a
contentious man to kindle strife. The words of a talebearer are as wounds, and they go
down into the innermost parts of the belly.”
How often a careless word of judgment of the character of another often innocently
spoken, brings sorrow and heartache to the innocent.
It doesn’t even have to be words. A shrug of the shoulders – a certain look of the eye, or
even silence, can ruin the reputation someone has been building for years.
May we strive not to add to one another’s burden the pain of our judgment. Neither in
public nor with close friends, nor with husbands and wives.
May we strive to remember Pr 11:13 A talebearer revealeth secrets: but he that is of a
faithful spirit concealeth the matter.
Let us cultivate charity in judging, striving to see potential good in others – rather than
looking to discover hidden evil. Judge not, that ye be not judged.
Could I do better in refraining from speaking about others faults?
Matt. 5:44 “But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good
to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you.
1 Cor. 13:1-3
1 ¶ Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am
become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.
2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all
knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have
not charity, I am nothing.
3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be
burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.
The Apostle Paul here in a few words brings out what the height of Christian attainment
is to be.
It isn’t speaking eloquently, it isn’t being the greatest student who could understand
every scripture and prophecy, or can thoroughly quote the Harvest Message, it isn’t
having the greatest faith, it isn’t being the most sacrificial,
NO we realize though all these are helpful and should be striven for, BUT they are all, -
only a means to an end.
They are all meaningless in themselves, if they are not resulting in our developing love
to it’s fullest degree.
But we may wonder could what Paul is saying ever really happen. That one could
actually be such a great student that they could understand all prophecies and have full
knowledge of all the scriptures, and all the harvest writings, and yet not have Love?
We realize Paul is speaking hypothetically, but it could happen. For there could be many
possibilities to motivate such studies. To look good in others eyes – to gain respect – its
expected of us – to get elected, - to ease a guilty conscience, what ever.
Unless the motive for our studies, our activity, our sacrifices, in fact unless the motive for
everything we do is to become more Godlike in the development of LOVE, and the fruits
of the spirit, then Paul is telling us it will be of little or no value.
R. 4443 – “None will ever have full divine approval or eternal life on any plane of being,
without the full establishment in the heart of love.
We realize all knowledge we lack will be given in an instant if faithful, but without proper
unselfish love we will never reach other side.
Thus as we look inward in trying to evaluate our progress, may we ever strive to develop
more love.
Do I love and pray for my enemies? Do I love my brethren I differ with? Do I pray for
them by name? Can I show my love more fully?
Submission in Trial:
Our Father has given us many admonitions and promises to help us be submissive to
God’s providences.
Phi. 4:11,12 “For I have learned in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content. I
know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound:
Rom. 8:28 “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to
them who are called according to his purpose.”
1 Cor. 10:13 No trial has assailed you except what belongs to man, and God is faithful
who will not permit you to be tried beyond your ability, but with the trial, will also direct
the issue, that you may be able to bear it.
Rom. 5:2-4 “Let us rejoice in the hope of the divine splendor that is to be ours. More than
this: let us even rejoice in our present sufferings because we know that suffering trains
us to endure, and endurance brings proof that we have stood the test, and this proof is
the ground of hope.”
As Sr. Sundbom used to remind us, – our trials are worth millions – let’s not waste any of
them. By that she meant, - let’s not murmur or rebel against them, but to peaceably
acquiesce to them.
Our peace of mind is not dependent on what happens to us, or on what we have – who
we are – or where we are, but on our mental attitude we choose to have as we
encounter life’s experiences.
As we progress along the narrow way, may we ever develop more of the condition of
heart that can peacefully accept what ever our father’s providences may permit.
We ask ourselves, how well am I doing in reaching the point of peacefully accepting
what ever the Lord permits?
Forgiveness and Mercy:
We have many admonitions on the importance of forgiveness and mercy.
Matt. 18:21,22 “Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall by brother sin
against me, and I forgive him? Till seven times? Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto
thee, Until seven times; but until seventy times seven.”
Matt. 6:14,15 NE “If you forgive others the wrongs they have done, your heavenly
Father will also forgive you; but if you do not forgive others, then the wrongs you have
done will not be forgiven by your Father.”
Matt. 7:1,2 NE “For as you judge others, so you will yourselves be judged, and whatever
measure you deal out to others will be dealt back to you.”
Mt 5:7 Blessed [are] the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
What a gracious provision our father has made. In direct proportion that we forgive and
show mercy to others, in that same proportion our father will be forgive and be merciful
to us.
With the same severity we judge others, our father will judge us.
May these principals mellow our hearts to forgive and extend mercy and compassion
most readily.
May we not wait until someone has to come on bended knee to plead forgiveness – but
rather may we at the slightest indication be willing to forgive.
As Jesus exemplified in the Prodigal Son Parable,
And with Stephen who while being stoned to death prays, Lord, lay not this sin to their
Do we easily and gladly forgive from the heart, and not only forgive but forget.
Envy and Jealousy
When others seem to have much and we have relatively little, we need to be on guard
that we don’t allow a bit of envy to come into our mind.
However we realize that envy could come into our hearts over many things, even when
we are doing quite well financially.
It’s so easy if we’re not careful, for the flesh to envy the popularity of others, or their
talents, or their position in the ecclesia or their privileges of service, or their abundance
of free time, or their seeming lack of trials, or what have you.
When ever our flesh feels a touch of envy, we realize that in measure a bit of pride may
be entering the picture. Making us feel that we deserve better.
If others can have it, (what ever it might be,) I should have it to.
But may we remember each of our trials are custom made to be exactly what WE NEED.
Others seeming abundance, or prominent position may be a greater trial for them than
what you can imagine, and may not bring them inner peace and happiness at all.
Our Father reminds us:
S of S 8:6 “Jealousy is cruel as the grave: the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath
a most vehement flame.”
Gal. 5:25,26 TLB
If we are living now by the Holy Spirit’s power, let us follow the Holy Spirit’s leading
every part of our lives. Then we won’t need to look for honors and popularity, which lead
to jealousy and hard feelings.
1 Cor. 13:4 NIV
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
Phil. 2:3 TLB
Don’t be selfish; don’t live to make a good impression on others. Be humble, thinking of
others better that yourself.
Sometimes envy comes because of discouragement of ones lack of abilities and
thoughts of insignificance when compared to others.
May we remember there are many members to body, each and everyone of which is
important and supplies a vital need to function of the body.
As Paul said in:
1 Cor. 12:18,19,22 “But now hath God set the members every one of them in the body,
as it hath pleased him. And if they were all one member, where were the body? Nay,
much more those members of the body, which seem to be more feeble, are
Yes, when the church is complete – every talent and every trait of character will be
represented – so each ones experiences are tailor made.
If we are discouraged with our seeming insignificance, may we just look around us to
see how each and everyone has an attribute that is outstanding, including yourself.
As we look inward may we ask ourselves:
Do I find myself envious of one of our brethren’s possessions, talents, knowledge,
popularity, amount of free time, lack of trials or position?
In Luke 9:23,24 Jesus says to us:
“If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and
follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever will lose his life for
my sake, the same shall save it.”
This scripture prompts each of us to ask ourselves the questions, to what degree am I
loosing my life in our Lord’s cause? Should I be denying myself more?
Each of us is a free moral agent, with liberty to choose for ourselves what we will do, or
not do, to what degree we will deny ourselves, to what degree we will loose our life in
serving the Lord the truth and the brethren.
WE know the flesh will prompt continually in the direction of saving our life. It whispers
don’t go to an extreme, you know tomorrows another day, let someone else do it, you’ve
served enough it’s time to relax.
May our New Creature counter with a reminder echoing this scripture, “For whosoever
will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall
save it.”
Virtue went out of our Lord as he healed the multitude – so must it be for us when we’re
fulfilling our sacrificial vows. Strength, vitality, energy must be freely given with Pleasure,
not with a half hearted long faced attitude of I guess I have to.
Rom. 12:1 “I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present
you bodies a living sacrifice.
“If so be that we suffer with [him], we shall reign with him.”
Thus when decisions confront us may we ask ourselves
Will it be saving my life more or loosing it more?
Will it be denying self or serving self?
Will it give me more time to serve – or less?
Is it possible for me to work less so I can serve more?
Will it be pleasing the flesh more or the New creature.
Luke 9:23,24 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever will lose his life
for my sake, the same shall save it.”
This prompts each of us to ask ourselves the questions, to what degree am I loosing my
life in our Lord’s cause? Should I be denying myself more?
We realize that proper prayer is absolutely crucial for the New Creature.
Communion with our Heavenly Father should begin, the moment the alarm goes off,
continue repeatedly throughout the day, until on bended knee we end the day.
In our self examination we want to reflect on our prayer life. Is it as we would desire?
For a few moments may we reflect on some possible hindrances from having the
communion we would desire.
Our prayers may possibly be too short at night because we are quite tired. A remedy
would be to pray earlier in the evening.
Or we may find kneeling is very difficult or causes pain. Our father understands our
condition. Thus it would be better if it results in deeper communion, to sit, or lie down. As
long as our heart is in a proper figurative kneeling condition, we can come to our father
in prayer in any position, location, or condition.
If our mind tends to wander, try praying out loud, or in a whisper looking up, with eyes
open if it helps.
Our prayer may be too general. Thanking the Lord for all his blessings is not as
desirable as going over specific blessings of the day.
Praying for the Lord to just in general bless all the brethren, is not as desirable as
pausing and mentioning specific brethren by name reflecting on their condition.
This will in turn remind us to follow through if possible in sending them a card, visiting or
phoning them to help uplift their spirits.
Praying for the Lord to just in general forgive all our sins and shortcomings, is not as
desirable as mentioning the specific shortcomings of the day, and praying for the fathers
forgiveness and help to overcome them.
Recalling Heb. 4:15,16 NE “For ours is not a high priest unable to sympathize with our
weaknesses, but one who, because of his likeness to us, has been tested every way,
only without sin. Let us therefore confidently approach the throne of our gracious God,
where we may receive mercy and in his grace find timely help.”
In any case, as we examine self, may we reflect on whether our communion with our
heavenly Father is as close, warm, and deep, as we would desire?
In Conclusion:
As we each examine ourselves I’m sure we all find areas we would like to do better in.
It could result either in our being discouraged, or trying harder.
May we remember the reason why our Lord has admonished us to examine ourselves
from time to time. It’s not to discourage us, but for us to get to recognize the areas we
need to do better in, and to instill a greater determination to improve upon them.
Hopefully to achieve The Height of Christian character attainment as expressed in a
paragraph on R. 5913:
“Some Christian writer has well said: “Wherever there has been a faithful following of the
Lord in a consecrated heart, several things have, sooner or later, inevitably followed.
Meekness and quietness of spirit become in time the characteristics of the daily life.
A submissive acceptance of the will of God, as it comes in the hourly events of each
day, is manifested;
pliability in the hands of God to do or to suffer all the good pleasure of His will;
sweetness under provocation; calmness in the midst of turmoil and bustle;
a yielding to the wishes of others (where there is no conflicting principle involved).
And an insensibility to slights and affronts; absence of worry or anxiety; deliverance from
care and fear, -
all these, and many other similar graces are invariably found to be the natural outward
development of that inward life which is hid with Christ in God.”
May we each examine ourselves to see what we must yet change to have this fully
describe our spiritual condition.